Ever since my dad retired his motto has been, "every day is Saturday". He likes to say that about my being a stay at home mom also. At first I liked the idea because I loved Saturdays. I got to play with my kids, hang our with my husband and not go to work. Now that I don't work, I still like Saturdays, but for a totally different reason. My husband is home. I have help doing my job. Saturdays no longer mean getting to play with my kids and hang out with my husband. Now they mean I have a chance to maybe get an hour to myself, or sleep in a little.
Unfortunately, I don't always get a break from my job. All week long it's my job to cook, clean and play/entertain the kids. It's my job to do it on the weekend as well. My husband helps out, but I never really get a break. In the few months I've been home I have occasionally been able to go to the grocery store myself and the other day I went to the doctor alone. No matter what I get to do alone, I still have to rush home to make sure I can feed the baby. Right now my life is very much not my own as I am at the mercy of a two month old. I know she could be given a bottle and I could get away longer, but then my nursing schedule would get all messed up and I don't want to risk getting mastitis again.
Oh, how I long to sleep in until 8 and be able to make a meal or take a shower without playing 20 questions with the kids. It seems like before I can finish one request another has already been submitted. I'm busier at home than I ever was at work. In a few years all the kids will be in school and they won't want to have anything to do with me. So for right now, I think I'll just enjoy the time I have with my kids. In fact I have to go change yet another poopy diaper right now. Oh happy day!
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